Feeling Stronger
I woke up so strong this morning, like anything is possible. It’s a new and unique feeling; one which comes from survival. Doing the one thing you didn’t think you could do and surviving doing it. Now I have a lot of choices, first of them finding some gainful employment and charting a life for myself. I still want to do it on my terms so not quite ready to do the conventional corporate thing yet. I have faith in God and the universe that the answer is out there somewhere and hopefully with the holidays almost upon us I will sell enough of my work to keep my head above water while I wait for my marriage to end. Peter and I have finally reached the peaceful part of our marriage ending, the part where the decisions have been made and we are just waiting for it to be over. It’s brought a kind of peacefulness to the process. He’s moving on, I’m moving on. We’re evolving. I do hope for our son’s sake that we can somehow...